My Randomness

It's too early for me to be awake!  As soon as I publish this entry, I'm going to go back to bed for a little bit.  I have to close at work tonight and I have to be at least a little  functional. One swap to go out today. Done!  I'm so on top of it!  And I'm not even fully functional yet!  Tomorrow, I have 5 to go out.  They're all ready, just need partners to be assigned so I can address them.  Gotta get postage on them.  So much to do tomorrow and no time to do it!!!!  I'm sure that if I had a 30 hour day, it still wouldn't be enough time!

Not working today,  but still have a lot of things to do today. I did sleep "in" a little.  Not that I have a "regular" sleep pattern! One load of laundry is going.  Dishwasher is loaded with all current dishes but not full yet to be run.  Dusted. Floors swept.  Will vacuum later.  Errands need to be run later.  Waiting for partners to be assigned in some swaps so I can go to the post office while I'm out.

I felt as if I were related to Murphy today. I was all thumbs...dropping everything.  There was this one customer who was a real piece of work!  Mumbling, then getting angry at me for asking her to repeat herself! I'm getting to old for this shit!

Didn't we just do this last week????? Where did my weekend go????  I blinked and it was gone!!!!  Oh wait!!!!  I know, I worked all weekend!!!!!  That's where the sucker went!!!!  And days off, are they really days off if you are doing some of the necessary evils in life??? Work today.  Hoping to be able to get  on time, but not expecting to.   We shall see!!! Got a ton to do this week.  A woman's work is never done! A number of my swaps are due to go out this week. 

According to some people, it's ok for them to treat you like 💩 and you're expected to lay there and take it.  But as soon as you stand up for yourself, you some how become a bitch and all that! Don't expect me to sugar coat something for you.  I am neither Willy Wonka  not do I work at Dunkin Donuts! I'll be honest with you.  You don't like what I have to say????  Don't ask my opinion!  I also have no filter or speed bump between my brain and mouth.  So, I'm sure something I say will be inappropriate! If my mouth doesn't say it, my face and or body will.

Tonight will be my first closing since I started my new job.  We'll  see how it goes!  Hoping that we don't have to stay too late cleaning, but I'll do whatever it is that I have to. I'm thinking of getting a second part time job. I'm only working between 25 and 32 hours a week at my current job. I'm used to putting in at least 40 hours a week. Waiting for partners to be assigned in a few swaps that I'm in.  They're all ready to go, just need to be addressed!

No apology from my boss, but wasn't expecting one. I've moved on.  Not forgiven.  Never forgotten either. In general, one of these days I'm going to truly snap and start treating people the way they treat me. Some will be glad.  Some won't. With me, trust is earned, not given.  Same with respect.  Lose either one, it'll take awhile to get it back. I either give no fucks or too many fucks.  There is no in between.

I just recently started a new job. My boss who, up until yesterday, had been cool and chill, was in a mood and tore everyone a new one. Not only did she tear into everyone, she did in front of customers. Ok, I get that I'm new and trying to learn.  I also know I'll make mistakes.  I admit to all that but don't go blaming other peoples shortcomings and mistakes on me.  I didn't realize that it was in my job description to know who was working when I had a day off. Evidently, the fact I was off and didn't know who worked was the wrong answer!  Who knew! Part of my job  description is customer service.  Part of that includes having the proper tools available for use.  So one would think that if I need to clean the proper tools, that would be a priority so that I can do my job!   But noooo!!!  Evidently not.  It's like every little thing was wrong and no matter what I did or said, it was wrong!  She even went as far as to say that I was agreeing with her just t