My Randomness

Here it is, 11:55 P. M., and I'm still awake.  My alarm is set for 4:30. I'm going to be dead tired at work.  My man is being a shit.  My brain won't shut off.  I've got a lot to do and it seems like no time to do so. 

I need sleep, but my brain won't turn off!  I just have too much on my mind.  Most of it being my man being a shit.

I'm over being told that I'm wrong when I know I'm not. I know marriage is for better or worse, but the emotional turmoil is getting to be too much. 

Weight  loss is a good thing.  Down 15+ pounds.  My goal is another 25+.  Hopefully, by this time next year, it'll be done!

Don't get all upset with me because I care and give a shit about you!  Also no need to get all upset with me because other people in my family gives a flying fuck about you!I Seriously, one day, I'm going to start treating people the  they treat me!  Some will be glad, some should be worried! I either give too many fucks or none at all.  There is no in between.

I need a huge turn around.  Well, my man does,and in turn,I do. He needs to get a job and quickly!  If he doesn't, we can't afford the rent and we'll loose our housing.  I don't make enough to pay rent on top of all my other bills.  It It all makes me ill.  He's had ample opportunity to get a job.  He didn't have to quit his last one. I may have to ask my mom if we can stay with her.